Embrace the Unknown 

 

I truly began to live my life when I stopped fearing the unknown, challenged the limitations of my mind and honored my true feelings. I was a people pleasing person of habit. I thrived in structure and routine and my sense of value came from pleasing others at the expense of my own happiness. My outer world showed as an organized mom, competent Engineer, a trustworthy friend and all-around reliable person. My inner world was dark, heavy, confused and fearful. I was in denial of how unhappy I was and I used control of the outside world to make me feel safe until one day in 2013 I could no longer carry the burden of betraying myself. 

 

On my healing journey, I’ve discovered that life is messy, challenging and loves pushing me past my comfort zone. Being fearless is walking your truth even when you don’t have it all figured out. Just like stars can’t shine without darkness, I could not shine without embracing the deep, dark parts of who I was. Having to surrender to the great mystery of the unknown was the hardest thing I ever did. I've walked through family dysfunction, sexual abuse, miscarriage, abdominal surgeries, divorce, breast cancer, blending families, losing friends and family, finding my authentic self and so much more.  I have taken the road less travelled and as I blend the perfect balance of discipline and surrender I encounter a flow state that is magical.

 

I continually seek to heal, learn and grow. I have travelled worldwide to educate myself on transformative healing techniques as I appreciate how vulnerable it is to step into the unknown. I dedicate myself to self-mastery as the integrity behind holistic healing is important to me. It wasn't western medicine that helped me, it was an integrative blend of western and eastern philosophy that I am more that just a body.  To truly heal , I had to learn to see myself as an energetic being with multiple layers of complexity. The self mastery comes from untangling the complexity and finding simplicity. ​

 

Looking back, I have no regrets. All experiences have led me to an embodiment of deep inner peace. My life consists of joyful living, deep gratitude, heart-felt connections, and soooo much more. I can whole hearted say I love and accept myself as I am, imperfections and all, and it feels fucking amazing.
 

Truth can only be known by direct experience. Allow me to help you let go to receive and to become empty to be filled. Let’s heal your past, dream your future and live in the NOW to manifest your desires. To experience me is transformational. If you are ready to live your best life, I am ready to help guide you there.